BOOO~ got back results todae. lousy of cos~ T_T oh well, i wont cry. =X im jus dissapointed with myself, which i'd earlier expected it. hmm, geog,el and chi is ok while the rest...ahem. for maths, i always dun put much hope on it or perhaps i'd given up hopes? lols. the moment i set my eyes on the first paper, i alr given up hopes on myself le. tay's rite, i din put in any effort at all cos i totally hate maths, TO THE CORE..first half of the yr results still ok, and i used to love maths for some time. suppose i slackened? and my results dropped like hell in the second common test, that one which need to meet my parents. LOLS. and as for science, the sub which i love most. T_T i expected to fail it, but i din. but that was not much more. at first, science's my most confident sub, so i intended to jus read thru. LOLS. it turn out likdat, like wat i expected and REGRETTED,DEEPLY. E4,science and maths required. gosh, then which class will i be sent to? E5? im quite certain that i may be going to that next yr, which consists of all of those subs which i disliked. and most impt of all, no amaths. shld put it in this way,there's amaths and bio, but half going bio, another half to amaths. of cos i will choose amaths which is considered an impt sub, but do i still haf the choice? T_T. if it is to be choosen by them, i supposed i will be going bio instead cos in anyway, my maths' always lousier than science ALOT. grrr. felt so ashamed of myself, LOUSY !! dad and mum have always carry high expectations on me and yet it turn out lik this. the last common test they alr forbid me to do this and that!! oh my, not again. but perhaps its better than me. cos i felt so damn sorry to them,sorry sorry T_T . so wanna cry..lolss. guess its ok after todae for me, but they wouldnt. bet its another restless nite for them..
tmr gonna take back lit and others le. DNT. OH MY~ another shock to me again~ lols. suppose im failing it lar. COMFIRMED~ and there's not atime i ever passed it. whahas..as if im so proud to say it loud. -.-
oh yeah, forgot bout that game we played today. there was an illegal gambling den opened at my hse todaee. lols, that was supposed to be our tt trg. ivy,kl,gp,cal,sb came my hse played black jack. lols. that was lame. we're like madd and talk like nobody's business sia. hahas. lost much money but actually jus din gain and lost not much, cos some owe me money~ lolss. siann. shall cont this tmr.
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