this time round. it isnt the guys who are jerks,but the ger who is a bitch. dun worry i'm not refering to anyone but myself. im so sorry. and i mean it, im really sorry to you. i hope one day you could see this post, but i don't think you will get to see it. i keep lying to you although i dont want to. trust me, those are white lies. but honestly. there isnt such thing known as white lies. lies are lies. i know you are real mad at me now. thats the reason why i keep my mouth shut. im cold to you jus now cos i dont even know what to do and say to cool you down. in fact, im the one in wrong. scold me bitch, curse me hell, whateva it is to vent ur anger. but pls pls, dun keep quiet and act as if you're not angry at all when you are. happy birthday to you. trust me, i do have a reason for my lie, which you wont understand even if i ever tell you. and most importantly, i dont wanna lose you. ;( never had once, i ever cheated you.

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